讨厌

讨厌我自己

为什么
我不能解决我自己的事情？？？

为什么
我总是让我身边的人担心我？？？

为什么
我总是那么的脆弱？？？

为什么
我是那么的没用，一点点只会哭？？？

为什么
我总是没有得做选择？？？

为什么？？？

唉
累了
只想休息
。。。。。。

2 weeks passed....

Another 2 weeks more

Yeah!!!

hahahaha...

we r placed at the gym n electro room for the past 2 weeks

everything is fine

learned a lot

at least they teach us how to do asssessment

how to observe pt's posture, the spine curve n almost everything

Looking forward for next week

coz we r going to the ward

for our cr =)

My lunch on the last friday

yummy...chocolate n butter waffles

Another waffle for lunch on tue

Honey + butter.....

the 2nd fri

nice waffle n char bee hoon =)

saw tis key chain on a student's bag

quiet meaningful to me =)

my answer to tat question is yes...

coz tears r like spieces in our life

no matter it is happiness or sadness

without tat i think my life will be dull...

tis is our 1st photo taken during posting

a patient help us to take tat

so nice =D

i like tat

tis photo reminds me of another aunty

she was so cute

she said Mandy n I r meant to be team mates

coz we both got a mole on our face =P

tat aunty said tat her bro n her oso got mole on their face

tats y they r sis n bro

LOL... cute patient

I learned a lot from tis posting

especially from Pn Khoo n Pn Dhavin

They r so friendly n kind n nice to the students

Well, after tis week in electro room

I think next time 3 of us will be expert

in treating back pain n neck pain cases

especially the SI jt assessment =)

Hopefully next week we can learn a lot too

from the medical ward, surgical ward, ICU......

Looking forward for tat

meet up

What a busy day...
But is worth it to spend some time with my good friend
She came to kl on thurs night
......
Fri after my posting,
I took her to Murni in ss2 to makan
I had the roti hawaii there
ooo... and my favorite mango special!!!

Saturday is a busy day for two of us...
We went to Ampang to eat yong tau foo
She some more ta pao 40 pieces back to hometown
wah... so scary o!!!

After the nice yong tau foo
we went to KLCC with the 40 pieces yong tau foo
hehe... is soooooo heavy...

Kinokuniya is a must-go place for her in KLCC
hehe... then we walk around...
Then we took bus to Mid Valley
I bring her to the oasis food court to try the protugese grill
since she can't get the chance to eat that in petaling street
( coz i refuse to go there =P)

what a wonderful saturday
hope to meet up with her soon when i'm back to penang

SA_E

SA_E
hmm... what's coming up in ur mind?
which alphabet r u going to fill in the blank??
L? or V?

HAHAHAHA

I went to Mid Valley on sat
everywhere is SALE!!!
ooo... can't resist that...
I wana shopping =)

BUT
...............................

I got to SAVE money at the same time.. =(
Economy crisis is out there now
many ppl dun get a job
but it is totally different thing in the shopping mall
ppl still spend a lot
eat expensive food
buy many expensive stuff

I want SAVE n SALE at the same time
hmm... can I???

Looking forward

tmr is the day
my good fren is coming to kl
can't wait to meet her
it has been ages we never see each other
since she is now working
every time when I'm back to penang
is hard to get her out

still left 17 days for my posting
hopefully everything is fine =)
can't wait to meet all of my frens in malacca

hopefully i can manage to finish up my assignment fast
then go back b4 may
i juz can't wait to go home
home sweet home
it has been almost 2 mth i' away from home =(

nothing

juz feel like wan to cry out loudly
juz feel like wan to go to somewhere
where nobody knows me
juz feel like wan to shout out
juz feel that being a human is very tiring
sick of all these
hate all that
hate myself who always think a lot
i'm supposed to be happy today
passed my practical exam
although i did a lot of stupid mistakes
thx to the lecturer give me another chance
but i'm unhappy on the day which i supposed to be happy
dun ask me y coz i duno y
always stress about something tat normal ppl wont
maybe i'm a person who cant take pressure
miss those days
start to think tat actually u r not tat bad
start to miss tat moment
juz hope tat i can gone through that
nightmare faster goes off
i wan to go home
fast
back to the nice place where i'm from
back to the time when i was daddy n mummy's little gal
cry on their shoulders cry in their hugs
hope tat u will be there when i need u
when there is someone to comfort me
dun think i can thrust anyone
i'm sick of my life
i'm so tired
i have no more energy to fight for myself


Today such a nice weather
with blue sky + white clouds
no rain during the evening

but my mood is totally different
there is no blue sky
no white clouds
but dark sky
with black clouds
and maybe raindrops

mix

Look at the sky
The bad weather
Indicate my mood?
Bad mood? Good mood?
Not sure
maybe just some mixed feeling



Why???

??? ??? ???

Tmr is my clinical placement
Is tmr...
Yes!!! IS TOMORROW!!!
Can't imagine that
Time flies
So fast my CR final exam & TS Practical final exam are over
Is posting time now!!!
Scary
But I'm a bit sad
Cause I'm going back to Klang Hosp
I hope that I can get different experience
in different hospital
But...
...... ...... ......

The same place
same physio there
same food there
hmm... Talking about food

I miss the wafer there
Hope that they still sell that =)

Tmr is the day
This time going for 4 weeks
It is totally different from what I have been through
Well, just wish me good luck for that
can survive in the hosp
and pass my clinical placement

My masterpiece!!!

Some creativity

+

something

+

action

+

a lot of free time

=??????


TA DAH!!!!!

My very own masterpiece!!!

分享小故事

【和尚与屠夫】
从前有一个和尚跟一个屠夫是好朋友。和尚天天早上要起来念经，而屠夫天天要起来杀猪。 为了不耽误他们早上的工作，是他们约定早上互相叫对方起床。
多年以后，和尚与屠夫相继去世了。屠夫去上天堂了，而和尚却下地狱了。
Why?
因为屠夫天天作善事，叫和尚起来念经，相反地，和尚天天叫屠夫起来杀生……

小哲理：
你做的东西是不是都是你认为对的，却不一定是对的。

Opps...

Today along the way to get back my laundry
I passed by a car
the windows are tinted
which I can see my own reflection from outside
I look at my 'mirror' to tidy my hair
then only i noticed there was a couple inside the car
Opps... So cham... Really so paiseh
But I don't think they saw me because they are arguing
Luckily I choose the back seat window to be my mirror...
HAHA

A Surprised Bday Party

Today we went to Ken III for a swim just before having a surprise party for jolyne, the birthday girl... just to relief our stress since our TS practical exam is coming so soon...

Nice scenary took from the balcony

Once she opened the door, she was so surprised to see all of us hiding in her room witht he lights off and holding a birthday cake... and Jeff with the guitar... " Happy birthday to u... Happy birthday to u......" We sang along with the guitar... Next as usual, before cutting the cake, she got to use mouth to take out the candles...*plak* her face smashed on the cake... So cham... Kwang so bad!!! Naughty Kwang... haha...

This is how the cake looks like after her face smashed on it
Look at the peach n strawberry also get buried inside
(on the right upper side)

After that we went to the Island Cafe for dinner... everyone was so hungry by that time... We choosed a strategic place to sit... Cause some of us wanted to watch the England Open badminton singles finals....

I had a wonderful dinner there... Maybe I was too hungry so everything is tasty to me...
Yummy... Nice Nice..



Everybody was so happy on that day... Don't think we look like having exam in 1 or 2 days...
Haha...

Maybe...

It's true
Sometimes there is no any reason
......

Maybe my heart told your heart
Or maybe your heart told my heart

Check it out

* is so cute although the Mickey is spelled wrongly ;-) *

Exam

Exam is around the corner...
6/3/09 is the date...
I can see most of us are so stressed up...
Is so scary...
I haven't prepare anything for TS practical exam
Not only that..
CR also haven't well prepared...
How to face the exam?



I would like to wish all of my classmates

in the coming exam

Let us stand together and fight for it...



Hope this time we all can pass the exams...