nothing

juz feel like wan to cry out loudly
juz feel like wan to go to somewhere
where nobody knows me
juz feel like wan to shout out
juz feel that being a human is very tiring
sick of all these
hate all that
hate myself who always think a lot
i'm supposed to be happy today
passed my practical exam
although i did a lot of stupid mistakes
thx to the lecturer give me another chance
but i'm unhappy on the day which i supposed to be happy
dun ask me y coz i duno y
always stress about something tat normal ppl wont
maybe i'm a person who cant take pressure
miss those days
start to think tat actually u r not tat bad
start to miss tat moment
juz hope tat i can gone through that
nightmare faster goes off
i wan to go home
fast
back to the nice place where i'm from
back to the time when i was daddy n mummy's little gal
cry on their shoulders cry in their hugs
hope tat u will be there when i need u
when there is someone to comfort me
dun think i can thrust anyone
i'm sick of my life
i'm so tired
i have no more energy to fight for myself


Today such a nice weather
with blue sky + white clouds
no rain during the evening

but my mood is totally different
there is no blue sky
no white clouds
but dark sky
with black clouds
and maybe raindrops