Big girl don't cry...

It has been quiet a long time i never touch my laptop.... Today i'm back to hostel... a place where i stay for nearly 2 years.... suddenly i felt so quiet and lonely... reminds me of last time... that period really is like a hell to me... so suffering and is hard to get through that... but i'm proud of myself cause i manage to overcome it... thx to all of u... give me that opportunity to let me know that now i'm a big girl... I got to face many challenges in my future... This is just a beginnig for me...

Family plays an important role in my life... without them my life is meaningless...
I LOVE MY DADDY AND MUMMY... gan en for still standing beside me, supporting me even though many ppl comment about that.. I know that no matter what happen in the future u all will always be with me cause i'm your daughter... U all are the best... Now i'm very clear about it... Is my choice to take this route... I'm proud of myself for the courage and i'll continue to accept it...

Is time for me to change my thinking... I'm not a small girl anymore... I got to grow up... I got to improve myself... That's a brand new me

BRAND NEW LOOK Brand NEW Me!!!

New year New look!!! Since I got my new look 1 week ago, I decided to change my blog's look also... Make it in black background with all the glitters text and graphics... Trying to make it more lively and colorful... hmm... What do you all think? Is it nice? Or what do I need to improve?

Anyway... Tmr is the CR formative exam and I hope that everything will be fine on tmr...
Good luck to myself and my friends...

Will be going back to hometown on this coming friday... So in CNY mood now!!! Not realy in mood to study for the exam... Hehe...

It is late and is time to sleep now.... Wish you all a Happy Chinese New Year!!!

想太多

我从来没想到你的一句话竟然对我打击那么大，让我真的失去了自信心。我知道你没有恶意的， 但是为什么会这样呢？为什么我那么在意你所说的那句话？为什么我会有那样的反应？我真的不了解我心里在想什么，也许我想太多了吧！事情可能不是我想像的那样。。。

“情”

为什么？为什么人要为“情”所困扰？不管亲情，友情或者是爱情，大家都会为这些“情”而烦恼。有了也烦，没有了也烦。

看见你那样，让我想起当初的我。。。脑海里总是有很多个为什么。为什么这样，为什么那样。
一时之间接受不了这么残忍的事实是难免的。最重要的是懂得如何放开，接受事实。讲是容易，要真正做到就很难了。有些人需要很长很长的时间才能放开，有些人甚至永远都放不开。

人家说，要把手中的放开才有机会握紧下一个，如果放不开是永远握不住下一个的。唉！但是有些人偏偏那么贪心，这边还放不开，那边就握了另一个。

我也曾经听说过为什么上天要把人的手指创造成一支支的，而不是像鸭子那样的形状。原因是要让我们在这人生中寻找适合的手来填满我们手指和手指之间的缝。

你找到那适合的双手和你共度一生了吗？

MIXED feelings......

Moody
Ill
Xtra happy
Excited
Down

A tiring day......

Today is 1st day of 2009.... Don't know since when my sis n I suddenly so good mood to help my father to paint the toilet ceiling... haha... I think is being forced... :P

First of all we got to scrap off the paints which is coming off from the ceiling... Then wipe it with a damp cloth. Wipe off those dirt on it... then finally it's time to paint!!! What a tiring job... haih...

My head keep on extend until pain... hehe... anyway after the hard work, I had a great lunch and with nice dessert.... lunch is 'cai bui' with rice.. hehe... As for the dessert, that's my favourite tong shui... 'bak go fu zuk yi mai'.... wakakakaka.... love the 'bak go' so much o...

After hard work n great meal, is time for me to rest...

Happy Moo Moo Year!!!

Moo moo year is here!!!
Year 2009....
Time pass so fast... another year just pass by like this...
and I'm going to be 22 years old this year...

Last night was new year eve...
I went to QB mall...
Before countdown we went for a movie
The Bedtime Stories
whoo... what a nice movie... I enjoy that...
Bugsy's eyes are sooooooooo BIG and cute.. wakakakakaka...


After movie then we had a drink at Starbuck while waiting for countdown...

Finally is
COUNTDOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!

My 1st time to countdown for new year...
So happy >.< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">fireworks...
just right in front of me... it looks so real so nice...

Happy New Year to my Family and all my Friends!!!